Thursday, October 15, 2009

God is with us all the time

God knows our heart
and sends help
even before we verbalize it

He is listening
and watching over us all the time

this morning during worship
i saw a vision of beautiful dancing purple hues
i wondered if my eyes was playing tricks on me
when i thought that thought, it changed to light color
i knew it wasn't me

God reminded me of our identity in Him
that we are His precious children
that He loves us, and delights in dancing over us
His beauty surrounds us
we are His

the same message was given to me at the end of the day
by a friend who called me in obedience to Holy Spirit's prompting and touched my heart deeply
when she told me i'm precious and is His princess
same as the message that i received this morning..

it is ok to feel pain, sadness, or hurt sometimes
but just throw it all to Him

and catch His outpouring of abounding love & grace
for His love is gentle
He teaches and leads without condemnation, without judgement
in Him there is always peace

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it's so distinctive
two meals that were prepared and served today
it tastes awful when the ingredients are stale and the food is forced down the throat
it takes immense love and grace to appreciate this meal with thanks from the heart
yet the meal prepared with love warms the heart, even if you arrive late and get to savour the colder portions

God pl teach me and fill me to the brim with Your amazing grace and unending love
i want to see through Your lenses and love like You do
help me to pray and learn to appreciate all kinds of food and chef, and be joyful and give thanks for everything that is on my plate

i know everything that You put on my plate is good, the best and i will be able to finish it all with joy and love and peace in You

love You Lord

Thursday, October 8, 2009

israel

heard "Israel" when i asked God where i should go a few months back..
i've just gotten back from Israel but i think i forgot to bring my heart back with me

אשרי הוא בא שם לורד
Baruch ha ba be shem Adonai means
Blessed (is) he (who) come in (the) Name (of the) Lord