forgiveness

hmmmm it is sometimes possible to let unforgiveness creep in unconsciously..

woke up late yesterday morn at 730am.. the time when prayer meeting starts!!
i had lost my handphone which i used as an alarm, and had used another radio alarm which didn't go off due to some reason..
i felt so awful, i forgot to thank God for waking me up in time for urbankidz and focused only on the accusations from the enemy that i was LATE :(

dorothy came to me several times and asked me how i was that morning.. each time i replied ok..good.. but it just didn't feel right..

i didn't even notice anything wrong till zach came to me and asked what was wrong with me today..? why was i different from other days? thank God for sending zach to remind me.. that set me thinking and i realized i had let my waking up late affect my mood.. later that day, i asked God for forgiveness and He said it's ok.. and tears just flowed.. overwhelmed by His grace and love again.. that was when serena saw Holy Spirit raining down on us, and monica saw rays of blue light shining through white clouds which covered us from black clouds..

Thank You Lord! Praise You Lord!!

Father i pray for sensitivity, openness and honesty in the depths of my heart and greater self awareness of the state of my heart. please help me to be sensitive to You and spend every moment with You. in Jesus' precious name. Amen

"Who am I that
You are mindful of me
That You hear me
When I call
Is it true that
You are thinking of me
How You love me
It's amazing"
Extract from Friend of God lyrics



worship songs from last weekend :)



Here in Your Presence lyrics
"Found in Your hands, fullness of joy
Every fear suddenly wiped away here in Your presence
All of my gains now fade away
Every crown no longer on display, here in Your presence
Heaven is trembling in awe of Your wonders
The kings and their kingdom arestanding amazed
Here in Your presence, we are undone Here in Your presence, Heaven and Earth become one Here in Your presence, all things are new Here in Your presence, everything bows before You
Wonderful, beautiful, glorious, matchless in every way"